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Posted by danusia007   in CLINICAL SERVICES health serv..., CLINICAL SERVICES housing, CLINICAL SERVICES support, MY STORY, PROFILE, support
and it is all related to tasks that professional supports have delayed and procasinated about ?

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Posted by danusia007   in CLINICAL SERVICES housing, CLINICAL SERVICES support, MY HEALING CIRCLE, MY HEALING CIRCLE sometimes a friend, My HEALING CIRCLE Virtual Parties, REFLECTIONS, support
last night, after the solstice lunch,

there was a holiday party in my building

red and white snowflake balloons !!!!!!

lots of tenants,

a great alcohol free punch: orange juice, pineapple juice and ginger ale

- there is a secret as when to add the ginger ale


lots of fruit, veggies and cheese

and fab treats...
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Tags: Holidays 2010

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have i mentioned....

29 October 2010
Posted by danusia007   in career and COLLEGE, career and UNIVERSITY, career MY CAREER, CLINICAL SERVICES health serv..., CLINICAL SERVICES housing, CLINICAL SERVICES support, REFLECTIONS
how much i hate paperwork ?

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Posted by danusia007   in CLINICAL SERVICES health serv..., CLINICAL SERVICES housing, CLINICAL SERVICES support, REFLECTIONS
i am still qite ill due to the grievous errors of those who claim to provide serivces



to be continued

Tags: reflections

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I am running errands

15 September 2010
Posted by danusia007   in CLINICAL SERVICES housing, MY HEALING CIRCLE, odds and ends, REFLECTIONS, support
and i would like to be paid by the mile !!!

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Posted by danusia007   in CLINICAL SERVICES housing, MY STORY
the last 2 months have been quite hectic


i am quite ill


i am doing a lot of arm chair travel



it is hot humid and muggy !!!

Tags: emergency

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i am quite ill

02 July 2010
Posted by danusia007   in CLINICAL SERVICES housing, MY STORY
i may post more later

Tags: emergency

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i am quite ill

25 June 2010
Posted by danusia007   in CLINICAL SERVICES housing, MY STORY
i am having an ongoing situation with my leg

Tags: emergency

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i have been ill again

28 May 2010
Posted by danusia007   in CLINICAL SERVICES housing
stress



grief


heat exhaustion



when will it end ?

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Posted by danusia007   in CLINICAL SERVICES support, CLINICAL SERVICES housing, CLINICAL SERVICES health serv..., ACTIVIST, support
sooo this is still going on


i was still dating my rapist when i started


appealing my benefits


the same time i was doing my human rights complaint against the college


i am now alleging violations of my charter rights

i phoned an official there



umm i think that UN violation applies


maybe i should send it there

Tags: housing and support

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Posted by danusia007   in support, REFLECTIONS, please forgive me, MY STORY, MY HEALING CIRCLE sometimes a friend, My Family SISTER, My Family OLDER BROTHER Perp and Victim, My Family NEPHEW, My Family MOM the delimna perp and survivor, My Family I salute my brother, CLINICAL SERVICES support, CLINICAL SERVICES housing, CLINICAL SERVICES health serv..., career and COLLEGE
extreme trigger warnings

this has been edited


i was hoping to post this earlier

circumstances prevented me from doing so

Dec 6th is for naming and remembering

I have chosen Dec 6th

to be my memorial day

for my sister.


I have also chosen

this location

to be her gravesite


My sister was born in my parents house


I have been told

that...
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Tags: extreme trigger warnings

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Posted by danusia007   in career and COLLEGE, career MY CAREER, CLINICAL SERVICES health serv..., CLINICAL SERVICES housing, CLINICAL SERVICES support
she transferred a lot of her own unresolved abuse issues on me

she heldback information to protect her conduct

she condoned abuse


she minimized assaults

she never did a proper intake

according to her own agency standards

she did not followup on the records that she herself requested


she did not forward information when requested


she...
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Tags: financial abuse, emotional abuse and untreated medical conditions

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What was that policy again

13 November 2009
Posted by danusia007   in ACTIVIST, CLINICAL SERVICES housing
so I was in the lobby of my building

and someone unsafe was trying to enter the building

there was a scene

a double entry

a oomunity worker being told to perform a sexual act

fortunately no children in the lobby


and feeling totally unsafe

another day in social housing

Tags: assaults in housing

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My Birthday is in October

15 October 2009
Posted by danusia007   in My HEALING CIRCLE Virtual Parties, CLINICAL SERVICES housing, MY HEALING CIRCLE, REFLECTIONS, My Family SISTER
I have plans to spend with people who care about me

Tags: Birthdays virtual parties and reflections

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Posted by danusia007   in CLINICAL SERVICES housing, MY RAPIST
My housing project is for abused woman.

My long term boyfriend stopped his behaviour when he moved me here.


My rapist, on the other hand, had no inhibitions about the fact

that it was a housing project for abused women

Tags: assaults in housing

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More Assaults by Rapist

01 October 2009
Posted by danusia007   in CLINICAL SERVICES housing, MY RAPIST
These were more serious than the assaults

in the other housing project

and cover a longer period of time

Tags: assaults in housing

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Posted by danusia007   in MY RAPIST, CLINICAL SERVICES housing
These happened in a building for abused women

Tags: assaults in housing

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Posted by danusia007   in MY STALKER AND ASSAILANT, MY RAPIST, CLINICAL SERVICES support, CLINICAL SERVICES housing, CLINICAL SERVICES health serv..., MY STORY
I am re writing them as draftrs for chapters in my story

Tags: housing and support

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Posted by danusia007   in CLINICAL SERVICES housing, CLINICAL SERVICES support, MY HEALING CIRCLE My Movies, support
it is the crisis line fave cure all



I gave away a stack of movies this year to women in my groups and in my building

Tags: movies i am creating quite the collection

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Posted by danusia007   in cancer and ptsd, career and COLLEGE, career and UNIVERSITY, CLINICAL SERVICES health serv..., CLINICAL SERVICES housing, CLINICAL SERVICES support, My Family I salute my brother, My Family SISTER, MY HEALING CIRCLE sometimes a friend, MY RAPIST, MY STALKER AND ASSAILANT, MY STORY, support
I am stunned still from all of the deaths in the last 5 years


I am at a loss for words by the insensitivity of some supports


and the kindness of others

Tags: Please share my grief a healing circle

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About my blog

This is basically my space to spill out everything I'm thinking and feeling.

Please note that some of the content here may be triggering.

What I write here is just me being honest with myself. Mostly just venting about things, realisations, and my path through healing.

There will be talk of CSA, SA, R, SI and ED here.

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