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Posted by danusia007   in CLINICAL SERVICES health serv..., CLINICAL SERVICES housing, CLINICAL SERVICES support, My Family I salute my brother, MY STORY, REFLECTIONS, support
how many mistakes can happen in a week ??




misadventures glalore !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Happy New Year

13 January 2011
Posted by danusia007   in MY HEALING CIRCLE sometimes a friend, My HEALING CIRCLE Virtual Parties, odds and ends, REFLECTIONS
and ready for more misadventures ?

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Posted by danusia007   in CLINICAL SERVICES housing, CLINICAL SERVICES support, MY HEALING CIRCLE, MY HEALING CIRCLE sometimes a friend, My HEALING CIRCLE Virtual Parties, REFLECTIONS, support
last night, after the solstice lunch,

there was a holiday party in my building

red and white snowflake balloons !!!!!!

lots of tenants,

a great alcohol free punch: orange juice, pineapple juice and ginger ale

- there is a secret as when to add the ginger ale


lots of fruit, veggies and cheese

and fab treats...
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Tags: Holidays 2010

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Posted by danusia007   in REFLECTIONS, odds and ends, MY HEALING CIRCLE sometimes a friend
I just finished celebrating solstice

at one of my fave restaurents

with a friend.


good food, good music, good company


an enjoyable salad, pasta entree and dessert


a christmas card from the owner

a pleasant afternoon

Tags: solstice

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Posted by danusia007   in CLINICAL SERVICES health serv..., CLINICAL SERVICES support, REFLECTIONS, support
even though i tell my doctors about my drug sensitivities, i kept getting prescibed medications that i react to, seems the names have changed and no one notices until i am really really ill and these are for physical concerns, so i am even more sick, and then the next medicenes i react to and i end in this downward spiral. sigh


HUGE WARNING...
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Posted by danusia007   in career and UNIVERSITY, My Family I salute my brother, My Family MOM the delimna perp and survivor, My Family NEPHEW, My Family SISTER, MY HEALING CIRCLE sometimes a friend, MY RAPIST, MY STALKER AND ASSAILANT, MY STORY, please forgive me, PROFILE, REFLECTIONS, support
I believe that the assault two years ago was premeditated. I believe that they were waiting for me to be alone.

There is now an alarm post for security near where I was assaulted so no one will be isolated like i was.

I still have flashbacks about the assault


I am too sick these days to do much.


My nephew had to have surgery today so I am...
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Tags: I will never be the same

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late birthday party

26 November 2010
Posted by danusia007   in MY HEALING CIRCLE, MY HEALING CIRCLE sometimes a friend, My HEALING CIRCLE Virtual Parties, REFLECTIONS, support
i have been so sick that i only had my birthday party today

at my favourite italian restaurent

one friend painted a bday card with a jazz band

potato leek soup

and some solid food yay !


i am still in semi isolation

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Posted by danusia007   in MY HEALING CIRCLE, REFLECTIONS, support
i am however using my crockpot again !!!!

Tags: check in

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have i mentioned....

29 October 2010
Posted by danusia007   in career and COLLEGE, career and UNIVERSITY, career MY CAREER, CLINICAL SERVICES health serv..., CLINICAL SERVICES housing, CLINICAL SERVICES support, REFLECTIONS
how much i hate paperwork ?

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Posted by danusia007   in CLINICAL SERVICES health serv..., CLINICAL SERVICES housing, CLINICAL SERVICES support, REFLECTIONS
i am still qite ill due to the grievous errors of those who claim to provide serivces



to be continued

Tags: reflections

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what a year !

01 October 2010
Posted by danusia007   in REFLECTIONS
...........


i am thinking

of all the discussions

i have had

with counsellors

with lawyers,


at tribunals


with commissioners




and some of my most insightful discussions


have happen here


or with different members

Tags: reflections

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I am still sick

28 September 2010
Posted by danusia007   in REFLECTIONS, support
I am too sick to have my regular appointments

and am stressed out

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Posted by danusia007   in support, REFLECTIONS, My HEALING CIRCLE Virtual Parties, MY HEALING CIRCLE sometimes a friend
:rolleyes:

:blush: :blush:

:lol:


:yay: :yay:

:o: ;)


:D :)


wow !!!!!!!

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I am running errands

15 September 2010
Posted by danusia007   in CLINICAL SERVICES housing, MY HEALING CIRCLE, odds and ends, REFLECTIONS, support
and i would like to be paid by the mile !!!

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I am still quite ill

26 August 2010
Posted by danusia007   in REFLECTIONS
i am rusty blogging


the first entry did not publish


i wish to return to a healthier level

Tags: emergency

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trigger warning

05 June 2010
Posted by danusia007   in REFLECTIONS, CLINICAL SERVICES health serv..., support
i have just left my new doctor's office


the emergency on call just performed

a emergency procedure on my leg

that could not wait for emergency


i should have a nurse tomorrow

and hopefully an outreach team

this is related to my appeal for full health benefits



my tribunals may be on hold


i may be in hospital depending if i can get...
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Tags: emergency

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Posted by danusia007   in support, REFLECTIONS, MY HEALING CIRCLE sometimes a friend, career and UNIVERSITY, The Power of Your Dreams
a friend at university inspired a poem by this title

i spoke with her yesterday

i broke up with several boyfriends after writing this

i also wrote a lot of poetry that year

i told her i am writing again


to be continued

Tags: j

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Posted by danusia007   in support, REFLECTIONS, please forgive me, MY STORY, MY HEALING CIRCLE sometimes a friend, My Family SISTER, My Family OLDER BROTHER Perp and Victim, My Family NEPHEW, My Family MOM the delimna perp and survivor, My Family I salute my brother, CLINICAL SERVICES support, CLINICAL SERVICES housing, CLINICAL SERVICES health serv..., career and COLLEGE
extreme trigger warnings

this has been edited


i was hoping to post this earlier

circumstances prevented me from doing so

Dec 6th is for naming and remembering

I have chosen Dec 6th

to be my memorial day

for my sister.


I have also chosen

this location

to be her gravesite


My sister was born in my parents house


I have been told

that...
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Tags: extreme trigger warnings

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Posted by danusia007   in My Family SISTER, MY HEALING CIRCLE, MY HEALING CIRCLE sometimes a friend, MY RAPIST, MY STALKER AND ASSAILANT, MY STORY, REFLECTIONS
so one of my supports suggested

visiting the site of the assault

and to do some healing rituals


i had a support person with me for each day

and each day was different

each day brought up different feelings and memories


i am glad that i did the rituals


i am glad that this weekend was relatively safe


i am still reflecting on the events

Tags: my stalker

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My Birthday is in October

15 October 2009
Posted by danusia007   in My HEALING CIRCLE Virtual Parties, CLINICAL SERVICES housing, MY HEALING CIRCLE, REFLECTIONS, My Family SISTER
I have plans to spend with people who care about me

Tags: Birthdays virtual parties and reflections

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About my blog

This is basically my space to spill out everything I'm thinking and feeling.

Please note that some of the content here may be triggering.

What I write here is just me being honest with myself. Mostly just venting about things, realisations, and my path through healing.

There will be talk of CSA, SA, R, SI and ED here.

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