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Birthday Gifts

new clothes

(Addition Elle) sweaters and jackets

Body Shop Gift sets:

Cranberry ; Vanilla (for migranes); Golden Apple ;Lavender;
Almond Oil and Peppermint for feet and Rose

Bath items

vanilla apple chocolate strawberry and mango


Books

lots of women studies
healing books spirituality

(I am looking forward to reading them...

Mom(p) phoned

I will be possibly having lunch with my mom next week for the first time in years.
My nephew and I had planned a lunch get together and mom may join
(This is not the dinner I described elsewhere in my blog)

Birthdays and my family

So some background

Birthdays in my family are really loaded

triggers possibly for others

definitely for me

a nice birthday

card cake choice of dinner gift maybe a party sounds safe



real real birthday lots of csa with drinking

birthday cards stopped after my statement to the police (and so did Christmas cards)


cards must be sent to...
So I had trouble falling asleep last night
The crisis line counsellor was the one
who sings me a silly birthday song
I wanted to hear it again
and I got my wish
I was yawning but could not fall asleep
I phoned one of my support's voice mail
and told her some of the things
I can't tell the crisis line
She knows about this reaction
I feel...
I call mail from MOM...MOM BOMBS

possible triggers



So I was handed an envelop today
It is a birthday card from mOm

OK open slowly and carefully
she already got her card from me
ok it is not a card for a little kid

but I am already blanking on the card
hmm my favourite colours
purples and blue and (some green)
I am blanking out the...
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About my blog

This is basically my space to spill out everything I'm thinking and feeling.

Please note that some of the content here may be triggering.

What I write here is just me being honest with myself. Mostly just venting about things, realisations, and my path through healing.

There will be talk of CSA, SA, R, SI and ED here.

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