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i received a christmas card from my brother (big wide grin) dec 2008



I guess mom forgot to tell him that she signed for him as well


his signature is quite unique



mom could not copy it if she tried



I really did need a pick me up right now !!!!



:yahoo: :cool: :yahoo:


:yay: :yahoo: :thumbsup:


:xmasgrin: :xmasjoy: :xmasjoy:


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i received 2 christmas cards in the mail

1 mentions my aunt's death

i will be reading it in my grief group

Source: Please share my grief my healing circle
mom and I spoke briefly about my aunt



I need to decide if I want to visit my relatives on my mom's side


I would appreciate any feedback

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so last night

in my grief group

i was told that my grief is being complicated

by the family dynamics


sigh !!!1

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I am on the waiting list for a grief group

and may know more by the end of the month

thank you to everyone for their heartfelt replies !!!

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thank you all

she was both beautiful and precious


(and right now I am remembering both the times we pissed each off

and christmas ( I found some of her cards)

the weddings

mom gave me the flower girl dresses

the fact I was called a bridesmaid in the newspaper article

(and one of the bridesmaids were named as the flower girl (goofy...
thanks to everyone who replied

the hardest moments included

reaching for the phone to call her

while I was visiting my hometown

and realizing that she was not there


and her wedding anniversary

Source: [url="http://pandys.org/forums/index.php?showtopic=95468&view=findpost&p=791084"]Please share my grief my healing...
The aunt who broke the family conspiracy of silence

following my sister's death

died suddenly at her home in August

by a twist of fate

it was stunningly close

to the anniversary of her husband's

I have this voice in my head


it's hers


telling me I better eat


(she had an ed)



She loved dogs, cats and horses

she loved me...
i am still ill

benefits are in a bigger mess

the hospital staff got me mixed up

with the hospital social worker !

i told mom about her new "daughter"

there was no mother's day visit

just phone calls


mom told me stories about her room mates


and mom's ed is still quite active !


she has gained enough to be...

The Power Of Your Dreams

i spoke with this friend again on the weekend




it was a really helpful talk
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About my blog

This is basically my space to spill out everything I'm thinking and feeling.

Please note that some of the content here may be triggering.

What I write here is just me being honest with myself. Mostly just venting about things, realisations, and my path through healing.

There will be talk of CSA, SA, R, SI and ED here.

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