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Posted by danusia007   in MY RAPIST, MY STALKER AND ASSAILANT, support
I had my first encounter with my assailant since the assault



hope all are well


tgc

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Posted by danusia007   in My Family I salute my brother, My Family MOM the delimna perp and survivor, My Family NEPHEW, MY HEALING CIRCLE, MY RAPIST, MY STALKER AND ASSAILANT, support
I am back from my visit to my hometown


and hiding from my stalker


How are the other Pandy's members ?

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Posted by danusia007   in MY RAPIST, MY STALKER AND ASSAILANT, support
waves


ongoing safety concerns


tgc all

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Posted by danusia007   in CLINICAL SERVICES support, MY HEALING CIRCLE, MY RAPIST, MY STALKER AND ASSAILANT, support
I am waiting on real life

i am still hiding

i am sending waves to all


take gentle care

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Posted by danusia007   in My Family I salute my brother, My Family MOM the delimna perp and survivor, My Family NEPHEW, MY HEALING CIRCLE, MY RAPIST, MY STALKER AND ASSAILANT, support
so i visited the family

all 4 of us together for mother's day

i am still hiding from my rapist and stalker


i wish everyone well

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Posted by danusia007   in CLINICAL SERVICES support, MY HEALING CIRCLE, MY RAPIST, MY STALKER AND ASSAILANT, support
has anyone else notice how slow rl is ?


life goes on

while :waiting: :waiting: :waiting:


and I need a couple of


:snowman: :snowman:



while hiding




waves to all

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Posted by danusia007   in MY HEALING CIRCLE, MY RAPIST, MY STALKER AND ASSAILANT, support
waves to all !!!!

still recovering from assault

take extra gentle care


you are missed !

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Posted by danusia007   in MY HEALING CIRCLE, MY HEALING CIRCLE sometimes a friend, MY RAPIST, MY STALKER AND ASSAILANT, support
bigg wave to all


you are missed


stilll recovering from assault



tgc

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Posted by danusia007   in CLINICAL SERVICES health serv..., CLINICAL SERVICES housing, CLINICAL SERVICES support, MY RAPIST, MY STALKER AND ASSAILANT, support
Hey all


I have been offline


for safety reasons



and drowning in paper


:rolleyes: :blink: :oo: :unsure: :beatsme:



I hope all are well

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Posted by danusia007   in MY RAPIST, MY STALKER AND ASSAILANT
Their friends I run into whenever I start feeling safe enough to try going out again on a regular basis.

The r*pist I was running into about once a year...we are suppose to avoiding each other....the hangups start up and stop enough to be annoying and unnerving. Do I expect to run into them again yes when i least expect it.

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Posted by danusia007   in CLINICAL SERVICES health serv..., CLINICAL SERVICES support, MY RAPIST, MY STALKER AND ASSAILANT, support
This morning was my Courage to Heal group. I had arrived prepared to do all sorts of activities including showing my survivor angel. I walked into the group room and picked up the how do you feel today sheet and the best friend of my rapist was standing there. She said "hi". I am not to talk to her. I left the room and spent my group...
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Posted by danusia007   in My HEALING CIRCLE Virtual Parties, MY RAPIST, MY STALKER AND ASSAILANT, support
To everyone who gave me support in chat THANKS


Danu

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Posted by danusia007   in CLINICAL SERVICES support, MY HEALING CIRCLE sometimes a friend, MY RAPIST, MY STALKER AND ASSAILANT, support
So I have a group today at the agency

where my stalker showed up under a false name.

She had attempted something similiar over 4 years ago

at the same agency.

At that time, the program director called me in.

I had given her a prior warning 2 years before.

She gave me a support letter almost immediately.

(This letter is still in my file...
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Posted by danusia007   in MY RAPIST, MY STALKER AND ASSAILANT
and 3 years later

almost to the day

I get to see my rapist

this time she is not dancing in the streets

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Posted by danusia007   in MY RAPIST, MY STALKER AND ASSAILANT, support
10 weeks later she is back close enough to touch me, thanks to my pocket rider

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Posted by danusia007   in MY RAPIST, MY STALKER AND ASSAILANT
I expect to run into my stalker tomorrow

that is her latest pattern

and my rapist within the next few weeks

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Posted by danusia007   in MY RAPIST, MY STALKER AND ASSAILANT
I was more surprised to encounter my stalker at the event


I believe it was pre meditated

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Posted by danusia007   in MY RAPIST, MY STALKER AND ASSAILANT
this weekend


i had 2 for the price of 1

both my rapist and my stalker

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Posted by danusia007   in CLINICAL SERVICES health serv..., CLINICAL SERVICES support, MY RAPIST, MY STALKER AND ASSAILANT
so it happened again today



trigger warnings





stalker was walking towards me just like on Dec 6th

I am still waiting on real life support



edited to update

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Posted by danusia007   in CLINICAL SERVICES health serv..., CLINICAL SERVICES housing, CLINICAL SERVICES support, MY RAPIST, MY STALKER AND ASSAILANT, support
i encounter my rapist in the strangest places


and get the strangest comments about these encounters



it is to to the point that I can script the responses


tgc

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Please note that some of the content here may be triggering.

What I write here is just me being honest with myself. Mostly just venting about things, realisations, and my path through healing.

There will be talk of CSA, SA, R, SI and ED here.

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