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My Pandy versary Sept 16 2007

03 September 2007
Posted by danusia007   in PROFILE, REFLECTIONS
A whole year !!!!!


Posted Image Posted Image




10 emoticons edited sigh !


I had spent the day in my hometown and was drained by the emotions of the day.

I was waiting for...
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Posted by danusia007   in My Family SISTER, My Family NEPHEW, CLINICAL SERVICES housing, MY RAPIST, MY STALKER AND ASSAILANT, MY STORY, PROFILE, REFLECTIONS, support
I think abot the people here every day

I wish a lot to take gentle care

I make birthday wishes

I send congratulations and bravo s

I read about their lifes

I send condolences

When I started here

I thought that

a lot of my posts

would be

in survivor creativity

and pursuing legal action


I did not think

that I would be hiding

in...
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For my Grandmother

30 August 2007
Posted by danusia007   in My Family I salute my brother, My Family MOM the delimna perp and survivor, My Family NEPHEW, My Family OLDER BROTHER Perp and Victim, My Family SISTER, PROFILE, REFLECTIONS
:candle:

August 31, 2007 12:15 AM

to be continued later today

She was only 46 when I was born

Her birthday was 4 days later, her 47th

We would celebrate our birthdays together

She had 2 sons and 4 daughters

She had an abusive husband

She loved to sing

Rocks of Ages was one of her favorites

She loved Lilies of the Valley

She had 4...
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Tags: Please share my grief a healing circle

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How old am I ?

29 August 2007
Posted by danusia007   in REFLECTIONS, PROFILE, MY STORY, MY HEALING CIRCLE
I am the age of the great dinosaurs

I am a small child crying alone in its crib

I am the mourner at the grave site

I am rolling with laughter about a shared joke


I am the sunlight in the trees


I am a moonbeam on a bedroom window


I am .......


ageless



written August 29 2007 5:09 pm

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August 20 2007

20 August 2007
Posted by danusia007   in career MY CAREER, CLINICAL SERVICES health serv..., CLINICAL SERVICES housing, CLINICAL SERVICES support, My Family I salute my brother, My Family MOM the delimna perp and survivor, My Family NEPHEW, My Family OLDER BROTHER Perp and Victim, My Family SISTER, MY HEALING CIRCLE, MY HEALING CIRCLE my books, MY HEALING CIRCLE My Movies, MY HEALING CIRCLE My Music, MY HEALING CIRCLE sometimes a friend, My HEALING CIRCLE Virtual Parties, MY RAPIST, MY STALKER AND ASSAILANT, MY STORY, please forgive me, PROFILE, REFLECTIONS
Yesterday was sunny and today is so cold and overcast. I stayed in bed alot yesterday, did a little cleaning.

Today, I am trying to do laundry, feels like the first time in at least 4 months, since my worker's death.


I am feeling really stressed, I really need a vacation ! I went for a walk down to the stores... it always feel

like a...
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Posted by danusia007   in career MY CAREER, MY HEALING CIRCLE, PROFILE, REFLECTIONS
Trouble is part of your life,

and if you don't share it,

you don't give the person,

who loves you

enough chance

to love you enough.






Dinah Shore

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Posted by danusia007   in PROFILE, MY STORY, My Family SISTER, My Family OLDER BROTHER Perp and Victim, My Family NEPHEW, My Family MOM the delimna perp and survivor, My Family I salute my brother
REMINDER OF TRIGGER WARNINGS

this is still in progress ...

My birth Dad's dad takes mom to hospital because Dad is unavailable

My Big brother's first birthday I am 1 month old

My first christmas I am age 2 months I am holding a toy doll as my mom holds me.


I am in photo's for cousin's birth I am age 3 months


My family...
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June 30 2007

30 June 2007
Posted by danusia007   in MY STALKER AND ASSAILANT, MY HEALING CIRCLE sometimes a friend, CLINICAL SERVICES housing, PROFILE
there is someone that I would really like to talk with

I would like it if they would phone me.


I am still really sick from the heat exhaustion

although my apetite seems to be coming back

and I slept "late" today

I have been talking with my one friend

a couple of times a day

it is helping

there is a chance that my stalker has...
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June 29 2007

29 June 2007
Posted by danusia007   in CLINICAL SERVICES health serv..., CLINICAL SERVICES housing, CLINICAL SERVICES support, MY RAPIST, MY STALKER AND ASSAILANT, PROFILE
I find it scandalous that the needs of the victim still are trampled



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Pocket Rider Poem

07 June 2007
Posted by danusia007   in PROFILE, support
Pocket Riders needed

it can be a rough ride

giving each other support

hops in pocket

waves from pocket

hey is there enough room

for us all

answer to the call


a poem in progress

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Show respect

25 May 2007
Posted by danusia007   in MY STORY, MY STALKER AND ASSAILANT, MY RAPIST, career and UNIVERSITY, career and COLLEGE, ACTIVIST, PROFILE
Without consent,

any sexual contact

including

touching, kissing and holding


is legally considered


sexual assault



ASK FIRST

NO MEANS NO


Beforre you

intitiate physical

or sexual contact


find out

what your partner wants

and RESPECT THEIR WISHES

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Posted by danusia007   in MY STORY, MY STALKER AND ASSAILANT, MY RAPIST, career and UNIVERSITY, career and COLLEGE, ACTIVIST, PROFILE
NO means NO

Not now means no

I have a boyfriend/girlfriend means NO

Maybe later means NO

No thanks means NO

You're not my type means NO

$#@!!!! means NO


I'd rather be alone


right now means no



Don't touch me means NO

I really like you but.... means NO

Let's just go to sleep means NO

I'm not...
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Posted by danusia007   in MY HEALING CIRCLE sometimes a friend, PROFILE, support
to those who have not been supportive. I am not appreciating either your comments or conduct. Please cease in contracting me.


Danu

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Posted by danusia007   in PROFILE, REFLECTIONS
Yeah we all laughing on line

we are dealling

with some reaally painful issues here

sometimes the tone

is one of shared laughter

and that is a happy tone







sometimes the tone

is one of bitterness and pain

and that is the saddest tone of all


to be continued

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This is basically my space to spill out everything I'm thinking and feeling.

Please note that some of the content here may be triggering.

What I write here is just me being honest with myself. Mostly just venting about things, realisations, and my path through healing.

There will be talk of CSA, SA, R, SI and ED here.

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