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Medical tests again

04 May 2011
Posted by danusia007   in cancer and ptsd
all of my doctors keep testing me for various conditions


i am again being told that i may have cancer


i have enough cysts and lesions

all over


i have had enough tests

xrays and labwork



now i learn expressions such as


likely

impression

possible

incidential

beneign

superficial


i find all of this...
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Posted by danusia007   in cancer and ptsd, My Family I salute my brother
thank you for your kind words


tgc

Source: My brother please share my grief

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more words of sympathy

18 March 2010
Posted by danusia007   in cancer and ptsd, My Family I salute my brother
all of us here are thinking about you

as you mourn the loss of your brother

our thoughts, and prayers are with you

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Posted by danusia007   in My Family I salute my brother, cancer and ptsd, MY HEALING CIRCLE sometimes a friend
Collector's edition


LAUGHING OUT LOUD



a comedy club 2008


350 minutes of comedians

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Posted by danusia007   in cancer and ptsd, My Family I salute my brother
my goodness, what an impossible loss


my brother and I are quite close


and I am feeling the depth of


how you may be coping


know that we are here


if you need support



from the university

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I run for life

10 March 2010
Posted by danusia007   in cancer and ptsd, My Family I salute my brother, MY HEALING CIRCLE
I have listened to this song throughout my membership

I had brought it because so many people in my life

were fighting cancer


This week, my brother joined my healing circle

and my memorial wall :tear: :( :( :(

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I am missing my brother

30 September 2009
Posted by danusia007   in cancer and ptsd, My Family I salute my brother
the two of us were welll known for getting into trouble





moi ?

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Posted by danusia007   in cancer and ptsd, career and COLLEGE, career and UNIVERSITY, CLINICAL SERVICES health serv..., CLINICAL SERVICES housing, CLINICAL SERVICES support, My Family I salute my brother, My Family SISTER, MY HEALING CIRCLE sometimes a friend, MY RAPIST, MY STALKER AND ASSAILANT, MY STORY, support
I am stunned still from all of the deaths in the last 5 years


I am at a loss for words by the insensitivity of some supports


and the kindness of others

Tags: Please share my grief a healing circle

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I am missing my brother

06 August 2009
Posted by danusia007   in cancer and ptsd, My Family I salute my brother
the anniversary for his cancer diagnosis is fast approaching


my wish is that he enjoys life


and continues to survive



edited for typo

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Posted by danusia007   in cancer and ptsd, My Family I salute my brother, My Family MOM the delimna perp and survivor, My Family NEPHEW, My Family SISTER, MY HEALING CIRCLE, support
I wish that I could phone her and talk with her

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Posted by danusia007   in cancer and ptsd, My Family I salute my brother
The two of us were famous


for getting into mishief


from an early age


especially at the supper table


or on Halloween








and all the way up to university visits

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Posted by danusia007   in cancer and ptsd, My Family I salute my brother
i will be adding to this post from my story about his cancer

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a quote that helps

19 March 2009
Posted by danusia007   in cancer and ptsd, My Family I salute my brother, My Family SISTER, MY HEALING CIRCLE, MY HEALING CIRCLE sometimes a friend, support
I have this feeling


There's one more star

Up in the sky tonight



And even though

it's far away

Its brightness and warmth




Still reaches us here

To make the night

A little less dark


Maybe

It will come

Streaming in

On a ray of sunshine

Or it may arrive

In the warm smile

Of a friend




Or in

Some beautiful words


Your...
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I really am missing my aunt

02 February 2009
Posted by danusia007   in CLINICAL SERVICES health serv..., cancer and ptsd, My Family MOM the delimna perp and survivor
the relative are getting together this month


I doubt that I will be attending !!!

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Posted by danusia007   in MY RAPIST, CLINICAL SERVICES health serv..., cancer and ptsd, MY STALKER AND ASSAILANT, PROFILE, REFLECTIONS
hee hee even my spelling is worse when i am sleep deprived

i will talking with my doctor about this hopefully over the next month

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Posted by danusia007   in cancer and ptsd, My Family I salute my brother
aunt age 4

godmother age 12

4 aunts 2 in 3 years

1 uncle

bf's father

4 friends in 3 years


and my brother has cancer !!!!

and i have my cancer scares

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Posted by danusia007   in cancer and ptsd, CLINICAL SERVICES health serv..., CLINICAL SERVICES housing, CLINICAL SERVICES support, My Family I salute my brother, My Family OLDER BROTHER Perp and Victim, My Family SISTER, MY HEALING CIRCLE, MY HEALING CIRCLE sometimes a friend, MY STALKER AND ASSAILANT, support
especially about how others judge the grief stricken.

As well, that a lot of my behaviours are normal for grief

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Posted by danusia007   in REFLECTIONS, MY STORY, MY HEALING CIRCLE sometimes a friend, cancer and ptsd, support
The first group was ok. I did not binge during the group YAY ! I was able to tell a little about some of the deaths that have happened.

I am looking forward to the next group.

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what is courage ?

16 September 2008
Posted by danusia007   in cancer and ptsd, MY HEALING CIRCLE
My first christmas

she is 11 soon to be 12

My second birthday

she is 13

I am siting on her lap

playing with farm animals

I am 3

She is 15

we are at the funeral for her mother


I am 4

She is 16


she is the bridesmaid for her older sister


I am the flower girl

who will be indulged with ice creamsundaes


I am 6

She is 18


her bridal...
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what is courage ?

16 September 2008
Posted by danusia007   in PROFILE, MY STORY, cancer and ptsd, REFLECTIONS
My first christmas

she is 11 soon to be 12

My second birthday

she is 13

I am siting on her lap

playing with farm animals

I am 3

She is 15

we are at the funeral for her mother


I am 4

She is 16


she is the bridesmaid for her older sister


I am the flower girl

who will be indulged with ice cream sundaes


I am 6

She is 18


her...
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