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anni 1995 2000

17 June 2007
Posted by danusia007   in CLINICAL SERVICES health serv..., CLINICAL SERVICES housing, MY HEALING CIRCLE sometimes a friend, MY RAPIST, MY STALKER AND ASSAILANT, REFLECTIONS, support
so friday night I was reflecting with a friend

about the fact that it was an anni for the 2 of us

and also a relationship anni with my rapist and stalker


she knows them both (so does JP)

I have also been thinking about dad being dead

and the fact that he is dead... his death did not end the flashbacks

i am again reflecting on the passage...
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Posted by danusia007   in career and COLLEGE, career and UNIVERSITY, career MY CAREER, MY HEALING CIRCLE, MY HEALING CIRCLE sometimes a friend, My HEALING CIRCLE Virtual Parties, REFLECTIONS, support, The Power of Your Dreams
A listener,

A supporter,

A companion,

A sharer

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I can be certain of

07 June 2007
Posted by danusia007   in MY HEALING CIRCLE sometimes a friend, support
I don't need

a certain number

of FRIENDS

just a number

of friends

I can be

CERTAIN of

Tags: Friend she needs hope and help

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Posted by danusia007   in MY HEALING CIRCLE sometimes a friend
I had a friend call me mother's day ... she had been in hospital critical care for 5 days she has told me the next attempt will be more lethal.... and that was only one small part of my mother's day


to be continued.....

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Posted by danusia007   in MY HEALING CIRCLE sometimes a friend, PROFILE, support
to those who have not been supportive. I am not appreciating either your comments or conduct. Please cease in contracting me.


Danu

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Posted by danusia007   in My Family I salute my brother, My Family MOM the delimna perp and survivor, MY HEALING CIRCLE, MY STORY, My Family OLDER BROTHER Perp and Victim, My Family SISTER, MY HEALING CIRCLE sometimes a friend
unresolved grief major trigger warnings






my mom's mom age 3 I named her as a victim of violence in 2001

aunt on dad's side age 4 breast cancer triggerered 1991

my dad's mom age 7 she should be named as a victim of violence

my godmother age 11 - 12 cancer

my dad's dad age 13 ??? PERP

my older brother age 21 self...
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Tags: My Story

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LAPTOP PROBS

27 March 2007
Posted by danusia007   in MY HEALING CIRCLE, MY HEALING CIRCLE sometimes a friend, MY RAPIST, MY STALKER AND ASSAILANT, MY STORY, support
I will be back soon I hope Thanks to Kacy for all of her support !

I miss chat. Heya to Doc, Aira, and Moonstar !


March 27 2007

Tags: Internet irritations

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Survivor Someone Special

20 January 2007
Posted by danusia007   in MY HEALING CIRCLE, REFLECTIONS, MY HEALING CIRCLE sometimes a friend
Survivor

To celebrate your wondrous strengths
and spirit so divine


To believe in miracles
in this most cherished time

May simple hopes and graceful dreams
ride high on precious wings

This angel gently joins the chorus
For you it joyfully sings


Cherison Enterprises Inc
Pavilion Gift Company
Mindspring Studio
2005

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problems with internet

15 January 2007
Posted by danusia007   in MY RAPIST, MY STALKER AND ASSAILANT, MY HEALING CIRCLE sometimes a friend
one laptop that may be in need of repair problems with internet and other factors prevented me from accessing Pandy's I even tried logging on through a phone browser lol no Pandy's since Jan 7th

Tags: My stalker and assailant remains free

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Posted by danusia007   in MY HEALING CIRCLE, odds and ends, REFLECTIONS, MY HEALING CIRCLE sometimes a friend
Hope you share
many happy moments
with those you love
this Christmas

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Birthday Gifts

21 October 2006
Posted by danusia007   in MY HEALING CIRCLE my books, MY HEALING CIRCLE My Movies, MY HEALING CIRCLE My Music, REFLECTIONS, MY HEALING CIRCLE sometimes a friend, My HEALING CIRCLE Virtual Parties
new clothes

(Addition Elle) sweaters and jackets

Body Shop Gift sets:

Cranberry ; Vanilla (for migranes); Golden Apple ;Lavender;
Almond Oil and Peppermint for feet and Rose

Bath items

vanilla apple chocolate strawberry and mango


Books

lots of women studies
healing books spirituality

(I am looking forward to reading them...
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Tags: Birthdays virtual parties and reflections

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Posted by danusia007   in MY STORY, My Family MOM the delimna perp and survivor, REFLECTIONS, MY HEALING CIRCLE sometimes a friend
So I had trouble falling asleep last night
The crisis line counsellor was the one
who sings me a silly birthday song
I wanted to hear it again
and I got my wish
I was yawning but could not fall asleep
I phoned one of my support's voice mail
and told her some of the things
I can't tell the crisis line
She knows about this reaction
I feel...
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About my blog

This is basically my space to spill out everything I'm thinking and feeling.

Please note that some of the content here may be triggering.

What I write here is just me being honest with myself. Mostly just venting about things, realisations, and my path through healing.

There will be talk of CSA, SA, R, SI and ED here.

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