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Posted by danusia007   in CLINICAL SERVICES health serv..., CLINICAL SERVICES housing, CLINICAL SERVICES support, support
I am having modified treatments while I wait to do the various tests

Source: Spinal conditions part congentital part assault injury

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Posted by danusia007   in CLINICAL SERVICES health serv..., CLINICAL SERVICES housing, CLINICAL SERVICES support, support
I will be having further testing

Source: Spinal conditions part congentital part assault injury

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Posted by danusia007   in CLINICAL SERVICES health serv..., CLINICAL SERVICES housing, support
thanks !!!

hope you are still well after the treatments

Source: Spinal conditions part congentital part assault injury

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Posted by danusia007   in CLINICAL SERVICES health serv..., CLINICAL SERVICES housing, CLINICAL SERVICES support, support
the special remedy seems to be helping !!!!!!

Source: Spinal conditions part congentital part assault injury

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Posted by danusia007   in CLINICAL SERVICES health serv..., CLINICAL SERVICES housing, CLINICAL SERVICES support, support
thanks all

i may be starting a form of physio therapy

Source: Spinal conditions part congentital part assault injury

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Posted by danusia007   in CLINICAL SERVICES health serv..., CLINICAL SERVICES housing, CLINICAL SERVICES support, support
thanks

it is appreciated



i have received an aromatherapy cocktail special from a friend


it has over 20 ingredients


my family doctor complements her


by saying


CAN SHE EVER COOK !!!!

I am starting 2009 with her new special recipe

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Posted by danusia007   in CLINICAL SERVICES health serv..., CLINICAL SERVICES housing, CLINICAL SERVICES support, support
thank you for your kind words


i had my first reiki (spelling) treatment today

the practioner definitely gives off an aura of calmness

Source: Spinal conditions part congentital part assault injury

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Posted by danusia007   in CLINICAL SERVICES health serv..., CLINICAL SERVICES housing, support
UPDATE


A medical condition affecting my neck may be the cause of some of my back spasming

not all but some

and I can chew pears again (groofy grin)

Source: Spinal conditions part congentital part assault injury

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Posted by danusia007   in CLINICAL SERVICES health serv..., CLINICAL SERVICES housing, support
I did not see the surgeon. He wanted the mri done first.
I had a combined mri, 2 for the price of 1. lol The mri did show
structural problems with my neck and lower back. The chiro is finding
problems with my muscles being extremely tense.



Danu

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Posted by danusia007   in CLINICAL SERVICES health serv..., CLINICAL SERVICES housing, support
hey all

My md prescribes the baclofen and norflex.

The orthopedic surgeon requested the MRI

The chiro did treat the muscles involved

and said warmth and less stress would help

So what do I tell the md ?

She will be doing the referral ?

The rheumotogist (spelling) would be assessing for what ?

thanks Danu

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Posted by danusia007   in CLINICAL SERVICES health serv..., CLINICAL SERVICES housing, support
I have been seeing a chiro for almost 4 years. I have had episodes of muscle spasms for almost 15 years. My one t referred me for physio when she actually saw my back in spasm and could feel the heat even before she touched my back. I have tried epsom salt baths, deep cold, bacoflen and norflex. I was miserable when the episodes lasted 5 hrs. ...
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Posted by danusia007   in ACTIVIST, cancer and ptsd, CLINICAL SERVICES health serv..., CLINICAL SERVICES housing, CLINICAL SERVICES support, My Family I salute my brother, My Family MOM the delimna perp and survivor, My Family NEPHEW, MY HEALING CIRCLE My Music, MY HEALING CIRCLE sometimes a friend, MY RAPIST, MY STALKER AND ASSAILANT, MY STORY
******* !!!!!!

I hope to be back soon....seems I got sold a laptop in may 2006 that did not have windows properly installed plus 1,000 other tech probs ! After waiting 44 ? loong days, it appears that in spite of "repairs" I have the exact same prob and 1.001 tech probs !!!!!!

*******...
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Posted by danusia007   in CLINICAL SERVICES health serv..., CLINICAL SERVICES housing, CLINICAL SERVICES support, MY RAPIST, MY STALKER AND ASSAILANT, support
hey all

I miss you


life is definitely strange


my T and I are talking about some of the emotional abuse by my workers

top 10 includes the comment



" people like me "


being silenced in a group where my rapist's friends

make snide remarks and try to silence me


they have done this before

I had hoped that it had...
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Posted by danusia007   in CLINICAL SERVICES health serv..., CLINICAL SERVICES housing, CLINICAL SERVICES support, MY RAPIST, MY STALKER AND ASSAILANT, support
Hey all


I have been offline


for safety reasons



and drowning in paper


:rolleyes: :blink: :oo: :unsure: :beatsme:



I hope all are well

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Posted by danusia007   in CLINICAL SERVICES health serv..., MY HEALING CIRCLE, MY HEALING CIRCLE sometimes a friend, My HEALING CIRCLE Virtual Parties, support
and i can add being sick to the above list



hope that all my pocket riders are well


tgc

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Posted by danusia007   in CLINICAL SERVICES health serv..., CLINICAL SERVICES support, MY RAPIST, MY STALKER AND ASSAILANT, support
This morning was my Courage to Heal group. I had arrived prepared to do all sorts of activities including showing my survivor angel. I walked into the group room and picked up the how do you feel today sheet and the best friend of my rapist was standing there. She said "hi". I am not to talk to her. I left the room and spent my group...
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Posted by danusia007   in CLINICAL SERVICES health serv..., CLINICAL SERVICES support, MY RAPIST, MY STALKER AND ASSAILANT
so it happened again today



trigger warnings





stalker was walking towards me just like on Dec 6th

I am still waiting on real life support



edited to update

Source: Do you ever expect to "run into" R/SA-ist

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Posted by danusia007   in CLINICAL SERVICES health serv..., CLINICAL SERVICES housing, CLINICAL SERVICES support, MY RAPIST, MY STALKER AND ASSAILANT, support
i encounter my rapist in the strangest places


and get the strangest comments about these encounters



it is to to the point that I can script the responses


tgc

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Posted by danusia007   in CLINICAL SERVICES health serv..., CLINICAL SERVICES support, My Family MOM the delimna perp and survivor, MY RAPIST, MY STALKER AND ASSAILANT, REFLECTIONS, support
I am finding 2 years after my initial post that I face more discrimination

when I disclose abuse by females than when I disclose abuse by males

Source: sexual abuse by female perpetrators

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Posted by danusia007   in career and COLLEGE, career and UNIVERSITY, CLINICAL SERVICES health serv..., CLINICAL SERVICES support, My Family I salute my brother, My Family MOM the delimna perp and survivor, My Family NEPHEW, My Family OLDER BROTHER Perp and Victim, My Family SISTER, MY RAPIST, MY STALKER AND ASSAILANT
:trigger: :trigger: :trigger: :trigger: :trigger: :trigger:

:trigger: :trigger: :trigger: :trigger: :trigger: :trigger:








Ok I am back. Who knows for how long. I am get ting virtual memory errors now on laptop


I have 5 female perps

plus the stalkers

Mom (p) was the initial perp.


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