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I'm back

16 November 2012
Posted by Puddle  
Trigger warning. And I swear.




Been a while, right? Quite a lot has happened since I went on my pandys hiatus, so I'll catch up. Uhmm...I filled out the Courage to Heal workbook, it was good for organizing my thoughts, and it encouraged me to talk about it with a few friends I trust. That went okay, nobody freaked out, life went on, etc....
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Ugh...

29 January 2012
Posted by Puddle  
I've been so useless and depressed the past few weeks, and I really hate it. I'm just tired of everything. Tired of swallowing down food, tired of thinking, tired of being tired...The worst is having to force myself to be all fake and happy around my friends when all I want to do is lie there and stare at the ceiling. I hate how my friends...
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How Did This Happen?

14 January 2012
Posted by Puddle  
I was having a really bad time Thursday. I feel so much calmer about it now, which is the only way I’m able to write about it. Anyway, what happened.
I was sitting in my math class, and the teacher started talking about this study. It sounded very similar to a study I’d participated in last semester for class credit. I didn’t really think much...
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Disclosure (kinda)

30 December 2011
Posted by Puddle  
Good news: last night, I finally summoned the courage to get on Rainn’s online hotline and talked a little bit about the CSA for the first time. The volunteer was really great and I’m really glad I did it. She was very helpful and supportive. I recommend it highly.

Bad news: Though I still don’t regret doing it, I woke up this morning feeling...
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It's Better than Silence

28 December 2011
Posted by Puddle  
I had a good day. Or moment, rather. With my father. We have an alright relationship, but it has been declining over the years at a slow rate. We used to get along so much better than we do now, not that we argue. We just don’t really involve ourselves in each others lives much anymore, aside from him needing to vent about my mother to me. But we...
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Annoyed

20 December 2011
Posted by Puddle  
Uhmm....Warning for swearing.

I’m angry. I am so damn angry. My mother’s always been…paranoid. She’s been a firm believer in homemade conspiracy theories, and will fly off the handle from ungrounded suspicions. Like I said, paranoid. I do not know in any definite sense whether or not my dad is cheating on my mom or if he ever did. See, it could...
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I'm back at the house. My house, the one I grew up in. I didn't have much of a choice. It isn't as if it's too terrible to be in since I'm kind of used to the way it is, but seeing my mother was...awkward. Weird. And it sucked, because all my friends were talking about how excited they were to go back home for winter break, but...
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