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1. Why must you make me feel like I am totall peice of shit that no one wants to be around, why did you make me feel about 2 feet tall.
I wish that I had those answers, I may never have them and that is ok, you have broke me down but I promise that I will pick up the little bits and get back to the old Rebecca in no time. But in the mean time I have to learn to trust, love, care, and be me agian.
One a lighter note I have the most wonderful mother in the world! She is my best friend and she is doing everything in her power to help me heal. She is amazing and I am not saying that because she is my mother, but I have been there with my best friend when she needed my mother because her mother wouldn't understand and I shared my mother. I have a wonderful husband, I sometimes wonder why he married me, (the fat, ugly, worthless person) but he did!
I am sorry if this just seems like I am trying to have slef pity and that might be the case, but I am not having a good day today and I needed to get it all out
I wish that I had those answers, I may never have them and that is ok, you have broke me down but I promise that I will pick up the little bits and get back to the old Rebecca in no time. But in the mean time I have to learn to trust, love, care, and be me agian.
One a lighter note I have the most wonderful mother in the world! She is my best friend and she is doing everything in her power to help me heal. She is amazing and I am not saying that because she is my mother, but I have been there with my best friend when she needed my mother because her mother wouldn't understand and I shared my mother. I have a wonderful husband, I sometimes wonder why he married me, (the fat, ugly, worthless person) but he did!
I am sorry if this just seems like I am trying to have slef pity and that might be the case, but I am not having a good day today and I needed to get it all out
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