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Dream 31.12.11

01 January 2012
Posted by HiddenPoet  
DREAM 31.12.11
I was waiting for my therapy session. It was at the Middle School (Yr 7-9) and I was waiting in the corridor for my therapist to open the door to the therapy room and ask me to come in. I waited and waited expectantly but the door never opened. Then I saw her in the distance running to a meeting being held in another room. She...
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Train to nowhere

You put me on a train to nowhere.
There you are standing steady on the platform
Sending me off, a packet of supplies, cut lunch in hand,
a piece of paper telling me when to come back.
But all I have to carry them in is a too-cold eski
already jammed up with a little girl's sundresses.
You fill the disappearing time
Waiting...
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The reason my Mum cut me out of Christmas was because I raised with her that my then four year old daughter disclosed that my mothers second husband (who I did not know was abusive until this point - my father was the abusive male in my life) touched her inappropriately (either while I was in the house, or while I left for an hour). My mother does...
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So, I had a really hard therapy session today. I talked about degrading sexual experiences i allowed myself to have when i was 18-21, where I allowed myself to be used as a sexual object by guys. I just zoned out while they penetrated me, and sometimes I cried but I said I was ok so they could continue until done. I talked some more about my...
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5.12.11

I was at some kind of therapy centre, which I had stayed at early on in a long journey I was going on. We had an Art class where we produced some kind of artistic expression of how we were feeling. I did a painting of a dark churchyard garden with graves, with an old tree in it and a door in the middle of the garden leading to an even...
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