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Posted by effystardust  
Right well iv tried writing a few times in the past few days but not managed it as i have been in such a state! Its just one thing after another!!

I've been having trouble with my benefits - I should be getting £53 p/w and now they are taking £17 p/w off that as well as big chunks out my housing allowance .. This has caused me to...
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So alone!

27 April 2012
Posted by effystardust  
I just can't deal with stuff today - dont want to be here - just want to crawl under a rock and never be seen again!

I can't stop crying whats the friggin point in it all??

Just wanna get hammered - just wanna dissappear - just want the pain to stop - just need something more than this!

Im so alone right now!!!!

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Posted by effystardust  
I'm not feeling that great today, i didn't sleep last night might have had 20 mins altogether. It was all down to me though - i ended up getting rather wasted drinking and taking speed after not eating for 2 days .. I knew it was going to happen so i ended up giving in very willingly! Im such an idiot i had kept my day fulfilled with...
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Sick of myself!

13 April 2012
Posted by effystardust  
So i keep feeling angry and frustrated recently and im not sure why really! i think it's when i haven't had a drink or smoke because i have been hammering it recently well the past few months ha! But im also angry at myself for losing control of a few things recently!

Last week i started meetig up with M and i am enjoying...
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Posted by effystardust  
I haven't been on Pandy's for a couple of months due to my laptop being broken and me being such a bum that i've just been spending little money i get on alcohol and drugs so couldn't afford to get it fixed!

In the time i have been away from Pandy's i have found out the case is going to court -- Soo scared!! I...
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