Pandora's Aquarium: I can have a healthy sexual relationship...I think. - Pandora's Aquarium

I love hanging out with a guy in my dorm. We are together every single day and share a large amount of common interests. Over the past month we have gotten sexual, and he has opened my eyes to the brighter side of sex. Tomorrow he leaves, and I don't want him to at all; I've been dreading it for days. But tonight I am sitting by myself while he takes another girl out on a date. I'm sure he will come over later, but I am hurt; not because he is with another girl but because we have never been on a date. A part of me feels like he is just using me for sex because I want to go on a date with him so bad. Now he will touch my arm or my leg in public, which is a large improvement from where we were, but we aren't dating even though I really would like to be. I respect that he also has feelings for another girl, and that she was there first but him and I have moved faster than him and her. I feel kind of selfish for wanting him and wanting her to not have him. I just want to feel loved, and I want him to show it. Part of me wants to tell him that it really hurts me, but he has a final tomorrow and I don't want to give him emotional problems for his exam that he is already stressed out about... :/