Him and I...
1. He likes another girl as well. He had a crush on her and knew her before we met, but then I came along and he developed a hardcore crush for me too.
2. He is leaving on Friday to go back home because our semester is ending and it is summer break. I have a job here and have to stay, and he will be gone for about a month (at least, if not the whole summer). I see him multiple times a day, every single day; we sleep together and eat together. I don't know what I am going to do without him. He has become my best friend and I don't know what I would do without him. Sometimes I feel inadequate for him and think that he should go with this other girl, but deep down I really do want him all to myself. I would love for him to be mine and to be my boyfriend (this is the first guy that I really want the title of a boyfriend with) but I know that only time will tell what happens.
It just...sucks. It flat out sucks.