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I can't bear it

Posted by Irishleo , 06 August 2014 · 159 views

I have only three days left until he leaves. Once he goes, he is lost to me forever. We filed the divorce papers with the court today, in only a few months our life together will be over. Thousands of miles will separate us, and there is little I can do about it.
I cried so much today, and all I wanted was for him to hold me. But he didn't and I can't blame him. Until the day I die, I will despise myself for my stupidity for losing the best thing that ever happened to me. I am the lowest, worst thing to ever exist in this world. I don't want to go on. I am broken beyond repair. I hate myself more than words can say.

Aug 06 2014 07:35 PM

i may not know what's going on, but i'm so sorry you're having a hard time.
please try not to be so hard on yourself.
offering support and safe hugs if that's okay.

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