Feeling sad tonight
Also, my anxiety issues over my daughter are getting worse. I've written in earlier blogs how her turning five this year triggered all my memories of being abused when I was five. I am so unbearably terrified of someone raping her or molesting her. She's so small and innocent, and the thought of someone violating her the way I was violated makes me cry endlessly. I do everything in my power to protect her (to the point where everyone says I'm way too overprotective and not giving her enough freedom), but I can't be there every second of her life.
There are so many evil people in this world, people that care more about their own pleasures than about anything else. Every day I read another story in the paper about the sick vile ****** that molest or harm children, and it makes me so angry. I'm tired of these disgusting creatures being allowed to walk amongst society with the rest of us. They should all be locked in a cell with each other, where they can just live the rest of their miserable lives together where they can't harm anyone except themselves.
I'm feeling so worn out. I'm drained, sad, afraid, angry, lost, and lonely today. And so very, very tired.