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My heart is shattered

Posted by Irishleo , 15 May 2012 · 34 views

Since I told my husband I wanted a divorce I haven't stopped crying. I'm in agony, and my heart is breaking. I love him soooooo much, I don't want to be apart from him. But neither of us can figure out a way to make things work so we can both be happy. I'm scared I've made the worst decision of my life.

I haven't really eaten in three days, and can't stop crying. Oh God, why do I always ruin everything that is beautiful and pure in my life??? Oh God help me....

I didn't know it was possible to feel this level of pain and anguish. I can't bear it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

You deserve to be happy and you should try to see this as a step toward finding what it is that will bring happiness to you. I wish I had words that could make you feel better--I can't imagine what you're going through. I'll leave you with :hug: (if ok) and a couple of quotes though (I collect/express myself through quotes and song lyrics).

"The pain that you've been feeling can't compare to the joy that's coming." - (unknown)
"Be patient and tough; someday this pain will be useful to you." - Ovid
Thank you Lesley, for your supportive words and the quotes. I am struggling badly right now, but it means a lot to me to have support from you and the other people here at Pandy's. It really does help me to not feel so alone. Thanks again.

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