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I want to be free

03 May 2012
Posted by Irishleo 
Feeling melancholy tonight. Just want to be free from fear and sadness. No matter what I do I'm second guessing myself and filling myself with doubt. I feel like I have the courage to do what I must, but perhaps not the wisdom to know what it is I must do. My soul is breaking free after years of feeling pinned down and trapped. I just want to live in peace and leave behind the pain and unhappiness and start over. I just wish it didn't have to be so hard.

 
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4 Comments On This Entry

Please don't fret little Irishleo, for you have the heart of a lion. You are merely sheding your coat and making room for all the love and happiness that's coming your way. In the words of Hagrid form Harry Potter... "What will come, will come and we'll meet it when it does".

Best wishes,
kmfdm
kmfdm, 03 May 2012 - 09:40 PM
Thanks for what you wrote kmfdm. Your kind words affected me deeply, in a good way. And I really needed that encouragement, so thank you. :hug:
Irishleo, 04 May 2012 - 06:53 AM
I truly understand how it feels to start over. I'm working on my third "new life." I have a few silent cheerleaders here that have encouraged me over the last 3 years. I'm glad you reach out here and want you to know you are more than welcome to IM me. Blessings your way. Take care of yourself. http://www.pandys.or...ult/biggrin.gif
cordeliaVorkosigan, 04 May 2012 - 07:12 AM
Thank you cordelia, your support and the support of everyone I have met here on Pandy's really makes such a difference in my life. You are all helping me hang in there in what is the darkest time of my life, so thank you. :hug:
Irishleo, 04 May 2012 - 12:29 PM
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