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I'm tired of thinking about what happened. But every time I look in the mirror now I don't just see a vision of myself, I see him as well because the physical resemblance is so strong. It makes me wonder how he was able to see past that in order to violate me. These were no crimes of opportunity, he molested me for YEARS. Even if being a pedophile didn't bother him, isn't being incestual taking it to the next level of horror?... Then again, I suppose if a person doesn't mind raping a small child then it probably doesn't matter to them if they are related or not.
Little wonder that most of my adult relationships have been so screwed up. An endless search for love in my teenage years only led to me choosing men that would treat me badly and my poor decisions ultimately resulted in me being raped at fifteen by an acquaintance at a party. (the guy has since gone on to murder his wife and kill himself, which made national news not too long ago) It seems rather strange that people who have been molested seem to almost have some kind of "radar" about them afterwards that tells other pedophiles and abusers that "we're" the ones that won't tell.