[sometime's i wish i was strong enough too...]
i wish i could tell my family all that has happend to me,even in the past few months,but i know that they would be angry/sad...and i don't want that.
i just wish i could tell the people who deserve to know what happend,what happend.
and i wish that my mom would support me like she should,but she doesn't and i can't change her and how she feels.
sometimes i wish that i could just go away forever.
even last night,i did. I felt horrible.
i'm glad i have school and work to occupy my time now,so i won't have as many bad thoughts.