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Wow, this thread is really relieving to read. Spirituality is something I know I want in my life. I feel I have a strong connection at times, but it isn't conscious. Like, my mind will disappear sometime and leave me feeling like a shell, but my mind is somewhere better/bigger and it is only a fear of going with it that makes the experience scary.
I don't know that I'm making any sense! I do not have memories of the abuse that happened to me, and I think there may be something...divine, for lack of better word, about the shroud that protects me from the memories and also keeps me on my path.
My sister and some friends really like this psychic so I had a phone conversation with her. She told me that I have been interacting with my abuser for several lifetimes and that this time I am ready to end the cycle. She said I am doing this healing work for all the lives before, too, which feels really true for me.
She also said that there is a part of everyone that has "never been born on this earth" and therefore is still completely whole and unhurt. As much as I would like to intellectually work through healing, right now if I can let go of all the pain of this world and live from the whole, untouched self that exists within me, I feel much better.
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Source: Dissociation as Astral Projection
I don't know that I'm making any sense! I do not have memories of the abuse that happened to me, and I think there may be something...divine, for lack of better word, about the shroud that protects me from the memories and also keeps me on my path.
My sister and some friends really like this psychic so I had a phone conversation with her. She told me that I have been interacting with my abuser for several lifetimes and that this time I am ready to end the cycle. She said I am doing this healing work for all the lives before, too, which feels really true for me.
She also said that there is a part of everyone that has "never been born on this earth" and therefore is still completely whole and unhurt. As much as I would like to intellectually work through healing, right now if I can let go of all the pain of this world and live from the whole, untouched self that exists within me, I feel much better.
:blush:/>/>
Source: Dissociation as Astral Projection
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