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why won't it just all go away... help me.

Posted by Clemsta , 24 January 2014 · 226 views

I am spiraling and spiraling downwards...
My bf left me last night. My past is haunting me worse than ever...
Him... her... that night... that day... those events.
All these flash backs
I can feel it and there's nothing I can do to stop it.
Thoughts getting darker and darker...
Feeling more and more down...
Crying and crying...
Feeling mor...


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alone again... naturally

Posted by Clemsta , 16 January 2014 · 246 views

So... getting a little fed up
I've had so many therapists its silly.
Mainly because I always seem to get help and then they leave.
Anyways, I took and over dose last April, and even after that no one would help me.
No wonder i feel alone...
THEN FINALLY,
Get some help, which i have to pay for, but then she's being pretty unhelpful.
Making it all about her...





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