I've had a hellish month. I had to start taking care of my grandmother 24/7. All while taking statistics and trying to be there for my mom. I was running on little sleep, even less food, and no "me" time. Yes, I made jewelry, but that was so I could start up a business so I could take care of myself when I...
I'm tired of hiding inside of myself. Inside my head, genitals,or my own throat. I'm exhausted from just pulling myself together. I honestly don't know what to do anymore. I feel like I am at the end of my rope, and ther...
My fibro flared up, and it took me so long to realize it that my brain is in fibro fog. i feel so stupid. I'm scared of being around men, I feed their look..their touch.
Even my own boyfriend's. I don't want to be touched right now....
The only problem is that my dark passengers are so many(I think?) that there is no room for me to drive. Which describes my life perfectly.
when I woke up, however, I felt as if I wasn't where I should be. What I mean is that I began to have a flashbaack about my childhood. I opened my eyes, but the room...
I'm not hungry, not thirsty(anymore), and I really don't feel like doing anything fun. I just want to pull in and just alienate myself from people. I'm just so danged scared of being hurt again. Of being told "I'm here for you" and then the rug gets pulled...
Day 103 January 2016
I'm suffocating. I am drowning slowly (triggering)03 April 2012
Honestly, I just want to disappear-[possibly triggering]24 January 2012
Ugh..25 October 2011
So when will this stop?(triggery so read with caution)27 September 2011
I'm suffocating. I am drowning slowly (triggering)soul_leaves - Apr 05 2012 07:18 PM
I'm suffocating. I am drowning slowly (triggering)bellachai - Apr 03 2012 07:28 PM
Honestly, I just want to disappear-[possibly triggering]Irishleo - Jan 25 2012 04:50 PM
Ugh..HowAmIStillBeautiful - Oct 27 2011 09:12 PM
So when will this stop?(triggery so read with caution)mrsmunson2009 - Sep 28 2011 06:16 PM