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WHY

Posted by soul_leaves , 05 April 2012 · 25 views

why does everyone hate me? I don't know what to do! I am crumbling down and no one care. I need a hug and a friend. Doesn't everyone? Maybe I'm just too pathetic, I'm not part of the real world, I'm a loser. Can anyone help me?


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Chat help

Posted by soul_leaves , 04 April 2012 · 22 views

How do we find out who moderators are? I want to join the chat room but I don't know who to e-mail to get that access? Thank you for your help!!


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Alone

Posted by soul_leaves , 03 April 2012 · 16 views

I have so much confusion. I don't know what to do. I can't seem to get along with my life. I can't seem to fix my life. Everything that is difficult that poos up causes a panic attack.
I don't have good coping skills, I don't have any friends. I don't have people to hang out with, to call to go out to eat with. I don't have sup...


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Alone

Posted by soul_leaves , 03 April 2012 · 10 views

I have so much confusion. I don't know what to do. I can't seem to get along with my life. I can't seem to fix my life. Everything that is difficult that poos up causes a panic attack.
I don't have good coping skills, I don't have any friends. I don't have people to hang out with, to call to go out to eat with. I don't have sup...


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Alone

Posted by soul_leaves , 03 April 2012 · 16 views

I have so much confusion. I don't know what to do. I can't seem to get along with my life. I can't seem to fix my life. Everything that is difficult that poos up causes a panic attack.
I don't have good coping skills, I don't have any friends. I don't have people to hang out with, to call to go out to eat with. I don't have sup...


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Alone

Posted by soul_leaves , 03 April 2012 · 4 views

I have so much confusion. I don't know what to do. I can't seem to get along with my life. I can't seem to fix my life. Everything that is difficult that poos up causes a panic attack.
I don't have good coping skills, I don't have any friends. I don't have people to hang out with, to call to go out to eat with. I don't have sup...


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I know It is coming

Posted by soul_leaves , 14 June 2011 · 35 views

Last night I had a break down. I joined this site yesterday and I worked in my healing book for a while, I felt like I spent the whole day thinking about abuse and I got really overwhelmed. it was too much.
I had about 5 glasses of wine and was staring to feel better and then it all came down, I started talking to my boyfriend, D, and I started just telli...


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why?

Posted by soul_leaves , 13 June 2011 · 15 views

I know that I need advice. When I was growing up I was always forced to hide my emotions, and my emotions were belittled.
I feel that there is just so much, too much. it's all comming down on my head.
this past year I have been having anxiety and panic attacks. I've also started talking like a small child when i'm at home, it helps me feel...


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okay.

Posted by soul_leaves , 13 June 2011 · 12 views

so many times I have kept journals...but growing up they were read and taken from me by my parents. I tried to keep annonymous online journals but I always quit after about a week. I had trouble commiting to sharing my soul on paper....just the fear of it being taken from me or read by the wrong people.
I thought about being anorexic once just so that...





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