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The therapist at the CSB said that I most obviously have PTSD. Next time I go perhaps they will validate my suspicion that I have a dissociative disorder.
Does anyone else get these weird shifting feelings, as if they were made of sand and odd particles?
Apparently, "hearing" or "experiencing" the voices of abusers and the fragments/parts in me is a hallucination. I always thought that hallucinations were things that were outside the body rather than experienced internally.
I think I am getting a psychosomatic sickness.
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struggling; remembered some things; flashbacks
on Apr 20 2013 12:20 PM
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on Mar 29 2013 02:49 PM
feeling the monsters today, and realizing that my ex-bf was the biggest monster of all
on Feb 12 2013 03:52 PM
scared of my psychiatrist
on Apr 29 2012 08:10 PM
indigo_rainbow on Sep 25 2011 05:27 PM
PTSD, Borderline Personality Disorder, DID, Bulimia, Mood Disorder NOS