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Pretty Picnic

03 July 2011
Posted by YoursTruly  
[font="Book Antiqua"][color="#2E8B57"]Well I had a pretty decent weekend. I sorta expected it to be better than it was, but you know how the saying goes "You can plan a pretty picnic, but you can't predict the weather." For whatever reason my family is trying to get me to get up early in the mornings and go...
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For Me

30 June 2011
Posted by YoursTruly  
[font="Lucida Console"][color="#483D8B"]Today I decided to take a day off from everything. I took the day off from being tired, I took a day off from strenuous work, I took a day off from conscious thought of my past and basically anything else that was causing me stress lately. I slept in, did some light work, updated my...
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Should I?

27 June 2011
Posted by YoursTruly  
So since my last entry I have been extremely busy with school and bouncing between odd jobs that I've started back up a little with the nightmares/terrors. But they are not nearly as bad as the ones from before. And my main struggle is making myself eat. But aside from that I realize I think I am ready to talk more about my experiences and I...
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[b][color="#2F4F4F"]Lately I've been feeling a bit reflective over my life with my most recent trigger binge and the progress I have made in my life since a year and a half ago and beyond. I feel so unsure about my future and scared about there is a reality that I will make it to another tomorrow potentially and that it's one...
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[color="#4169E1"]So tonight I don't feel as hurt and defeated as I had been for my last few entries. Instead of sitting down and recounting all of my abuses, I instead tried something I had avoided for a year and a half. That something was to watch the movie that played in the background of my sa. Now I was DEATHLY scared at first...
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Grounded

29 May 2011
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[color="#000080"]Slowly but surely I believe I am a little more like myself than previously. Although due to some of the real life issues I left behind in my triggered-minded state I feel like I am about to be triggered again. Though this time I think I have a better anchor into sanity this time as I still feel pretty guarded whereas...
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In the Clouds

27 May 2011
Posted by YoursTruly  
[b][color="#DDA0DD"]I'm glad to say that things are finally starting to slow down in my head emotionally. I know being a survivor is rarely smiles and sunshines and that there are stages of the survivor healing process, but my goodness that was the roughest period of triggers I've ever lived through! I pray that there is a...
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Lost

25 May 2011
Posted by YoursTruly  
I don't know what to do anymore. I just don't. I hate not having a support system and every time I try and create one it back fires on me! I know I am not meant to feel this f*cking alone. I couldn't possibly. But yet and still here I am at damn midnight writing this entry about this horrible trigger that I am living through and...
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From Where?

02 May 2011
Posted by YoursTruly  
[font="Georgia"]Today is not going well for me. I started off my day with a really bad trigger and it is all I can focus on right now. My poor boyfriend...he knows that something is wrong but he doesn't know just how wrong that something is. He doesn't even know his declarations of concern makes my mood worse and I feel so...
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Head Held High

25 April 2011
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[b][color="#800080"][font="Lucida Sans Unicode"]I am new to this site and already I feel like I've just cross the thresholds of a new home. All around this site I see nothing but strength, beauty, love and the very heart felt healing pains of other users. As I read through the blog posts and as I click through some of the...
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