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To Just Be

11 January 2013
Posted by YoursTruly  
[color="#48D1CC"][font="Impact"]Since my last entry I have just completely shut down and isolated myself from things just so that I can give my mind and heart a break. I've screened phone calls for individuals trying to reach me, haven't signed into many of my social sites and limited my time around my family for...
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Keep it Moving

25 November 2012
Posted by YoursTruly  
[b][color="#2E8B57"]I haven't really been feeling much pain lately. The numbness I once felt is easing into a dull ache of what I am assuming what I didn't want to feel, but need to feel in order to function the way that I want to in the world. I am finally freeing myself from the choke-hold stagnancy I have been feeling for some...
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Wrong One

23 October 2012
Posted by YoursTruly  
[b][font="Lucida Console"]So I think this Monday I finally had the breakdown that I had been trying to avoid, but feel at the same time. Once I stopped trying to control when and how it was going to happen, a chance trigger by my now ex-boyfriend's roommate would send me on a path of deep frustrated sorrow and anger from Monday night...
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Reboot

13 October 2012
Posted by YoursTruly  
So for the past few days I can't even say that I have been like myself, whatever that is. All I know is I was super stressed with the demands of school, work and home and then the next minute my mind just cracked and my mind and actions just said fuck it all, excuse my language.

I am freeing myself from all the chaotic madness! I...
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Honestly

07 October 2012
Posted by YoursTruly  
[font="Comic Sans MS"][color="#FF0000"][b]Dear Skeletons,

I want to hate you. With everything that I am I want to hate you. When you come around me, when you think of me, I want you to feel the fire of my rage. I would like for your sleepless nights to be filled with every tragic transgression you've done me. I'd hope...
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Exhaling

24 September 2012
Posted by YoursTruly  
[font="Palatino Linotype"][b][color="#FF8C00"]I don't know but for some of you this entry may be hard to read, as it is my intention to be as open and honest as my shaky hands will let me. I will do my best to indicate areas of this entry where it may difficult to read. But to be clear this article will delve into all...
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Whirlwind

08 April 2012
Posted by YoursTruly  
I feel like I can't breathe sometimes and all I want to do is cry my eyes out.

I've recently had what can only be explained as the worse trigger I've ever had in my experience EVER. I was talking with a friend after going out with my boyfriend and a few mutual friends and the topic lead back to my previous relationship and my...
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Make It Stop

07 March 2012
Posted by YoursTruly  
I only feel hurt right now. I'm off for break at school and only have my internship this week, which is only a two day thing and nothing else. I've done some journal-ing and re-reading old entries. I've even reread some of the blog posts I've made on here. And I can't help but wonder: where did all of my hope go? Where did all...
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Beyond Upset

26 February 2012
Posted by YoursTruly  
[b][color="#4169E1"]This morning I woke up with a killer headache and feeling angry. There is so much rage I don't know what to do with it. The last time I felt like this was when I almost ran over my abuser with my car. I blacked out when I saw him in the parking lot of my school and he walked away from me like he saw a ghost. And...
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Chaos Be Still

24 February 2012
Posted by YoursTruly  
[b][color="#F4A460"][font="Microsoft Sans Serif"]So I had my first T session in nearly a month and unfortunately that whole day just went up in flames for me. The rottenness of it sort of sparked from the day before when I had one anxiety attack and two separate panic attacks. The anxiety attack coming from me suspecting that a...
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