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It's a new year and I am striving for it to be a new me too. But I feel like everything I am trying to do to live better and be better is a half attempt or negated by something else I half did. I feel like this is the trial I have to face now to get to where I want to go and what I guess I am looking for is purpose.
Why do I wake up (when I do sleep)and run through my workaholic schedule? Why do I help people? Why do I get extremely anxious with asking anyone, especially of authority, for something that I need? Why do I go out of my way to make someone of authority happy and not commit the same energy to myself?
What is missing?
I feel like I have all the chances and opportunities in the world to achieve everything that I want and do just about anything I want and yet I waste those opportunities doing things for other people. I don't know. I feel like I am having an out of body experience watching myself coast through life right now. I am watching me work and do things and getting yelled at and stressing and am asking myself all these questions.
Why do I wake up (when I do sleep)and run through my workaholic schedule? Why do I help people? Why do I get extremely anxious with asking anyone, especially of authority, for something that I need? Why do I go out of my way to make someone of authority happy and not commit the same energy to myself?
What is missing?
I feel like I have all the chances and opportunities in the world to achieve everything that I want and do just about anything I want and yet I waste those opportunities doing things for other people. I don't know. I feel like I am having an out of body experience watching myself coast through life right now. I am watching me work and do things and getting yelled at and stressing and am asking myself all these questions.
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