I just don't understand how people can lie to me. They claim to be my friend and they clearly are actually the opposite. Am I that insignificant in your life that you can't honor a few minutes of your time to listen to my stressful day? Is what I am trying to tell you so unimportant that you can cut me off and talk about yourself or that you have to go and do something? I want to scream at the top of my lungs "LISTEN TO ME!" but I know no one will and it makes me feel worse.
They say that the people around us are reflections of our current self. And if that is the case then I am scared. Could I truly be that self absorbed and uncaring? I have a heart, I know I do. I give, still continue to give what remains of the best side of me. A part of me I thought I didn't have an ounce left of after what happened to me. And now I see that everyone is out to take what's left!
I want to hate them for it. I really do, but I can't. I just feel so defeated and have no clue what on Earth I can do to protect myself.