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I have been trying all day to hold myself in the eye of my emotional storm. I fight so hard to not give into the painful flashbacks and sickening thoughts of "I'm alone" and "Nobody would care." All I really want to do is be by myself and cry myself into a deep sleep. But fate would have it so that I do not have the luxury of time to do that and I must merely soldier on through my day with my mask of indifference.
However, I feel like I can't. I can't wait until this day has ended.