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Bringing back these memories I wish I didn’t have
Sometimes I think of letting go and never looking back
And never moving forward so there’d never be a past"
I've pretty much been listening to this song over and over again lately. And all other music by Linkin Park. Every song they have seems to fit me. It keeps me distracted oddly. I can immerse myself in their music and somehow it makes me feel normal in a way. Like its good to know I'm not the only one out there who thinks darkly or whatever.
I know its easy for someone to say 'you're not alone' blah blag blah but its hard to accept that. Especially when every day I spend nearly entirely alone or the few people I manage to talk to at the most once a week ... none of them have any clue what its like to live like this, with these dark thoughts.
Am I insane that my only outreach is a song written by a complete stranger that I'll never meet?