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I'm drowning
not waving
here in the darkness
I am suspended
way beneath the ice surface
fractured by reality
battered by the hate in you
fingers tear at my skin
release the blood
unleash the waves that carry me
no time for cries of help
when things were simpler
and our footsteps clearer
my child hand curled in yours
foreshadowing my foolishness
I lived in craters before you
and before I came apart for you
I was perfect in your eyes
you shattered the china statue against lust
and now I'm sinking
weighed down by regret in dying light
now I am drowning
watching the waves from underneath
here in the darkness
love is impossible
i am impossible
not worthy of my own trust
for once i trusted the giant
the beast
the monster
and he broke me in two
not waving
here in the darkness
I am suspended
way beneath the ice surface
fractured by reality
battered by the hate in you
fingers tear at my skin
release the blood
unleash the waves that carry me
no time for cries of help
when things were simpler
and our footsteps clearer
my child hand curled in yours
foreshadowing my foolishness
I lived in craters before you
and before I came apart for you
I was perfect in your eyes
you shattered the china statue against lust
and now I'm sinking
weighed down by regret in dying light
now I am drowning
watching the waves from underneath
here in the darkness
love is impossible
i am impossible
not worthy of my own trust
for once i trusted the giant
the beast
the monster
and he broke me in two
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