seriously who gives a sh@@
I read through alot of posts in forums and try to post but usually think that whatever I say is worthless and pointless and isnt worth putting down. I'm sure there are better people who are more ... composed with expressing themselves that can help someone.
I'm not. I never know what to say to someone else. All I can say in most cases is 'i know what you're going through' but can't give anything more useful than that.
And i hate adding posts that to me just seem like I'm complaining or wallowing.
I just dont know what to do anymore. Everything just goes by me and I try to interact. Try to be active but nothing in me can do it.
so what does it matter
i'm just...so ...discouraged with myself mainly that even though i want help i cant get myself to reach out or express myself or make myself interact...
whats the point of even trying