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I dont know why but these last few days have been particularly hard. i have no energy, everything is just fuzzy and worst part is I dont really care. i know i should care but its too tiring too.
had about six or seven moments where i couldnt do anything but sit there. tears going down my face for no reason. and i dont know why. i've no triggers or anything. usually when this sort of mood happens, it goes away in a day or two and i can at least be around people.
its like i cant even pretend to put on a fake smile. i cant do anything. i'm motionless just watching it all happen.
not that it matters. no one really seems to notice anyway. so i guess whats the point then of even trying to get better. no one cares.
:bawling:/>
had about six or seven moments where i couldnt do anything but sit there. tears going down my face for no reason. and i dont know why. i've no triggers or anything. usually when this sort of mood happens, it goes away in a day or two and i can at least be around people.
its like i cant even pretend to put on a fake smile. i cant do anything. i'm motionless just watching it all happen.
not that it matters. no one really seems to notice anyway. so i guess whats the point then of even trying to get better. no one cares.
:bawling:/>
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First... safe hugs if okay.
I know it seems like no one cares and we have all gone through that, but it is not true. Someone in your "real life" has to care about you and all of us at pandy's care about you.
I am sorry you are struggling so much right now. The point, though, to trying to get better is that YOU care about you. Please be kind to yourself. If you want to chat, I am available.
Be in peace,
Jennifer
I think that we all build to where you're at. I know it sucks but it seems to be part of the healing process. I hope that you at least have a therapist that you see. Right now you really need to make sure you are seeing someone or talking to someone AT LEAST on a weekly basis, if not 2x's a week. You will push past this but it's going to take time and some hard, hard work.
Jennifer is right, I'm sure someone in your life cares, we just don't tend to see it in the midst of the damp blanket that weighs us down in these moments. And yes everyone here at Pandy's cares! We have all been right were you are!
Please take care of yourself and be kind to yourself. If you need help there is a lot of resources listed here on the site, call them, that's what they are there for.
Love and peace,
Lissa