had about six or seven moments where i couldnt do anything but sit there. tears going down my face for no reason. and i dont know why. i've no triggers or anything. usually when this sort of mood happens, it goes away in a day or two and i can at least be around people.
its like i cant even pretend to put on a fake smile. i cant do anything. i'm motionless just watching it all happen.
not that it matters. no one really seems to notice anyway. so i guess whats the point then of even trying to get better. no one cares.