I hate going backwards!

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I hate going backwards!

19 April 2011

Posted by lissadawn

I scared the crap out of myself yesterday.I saw what I thought was signs that my daughter might have been or was being SAd.
I had a horrible panic attack. :bawling:/>
I had to leave work. I thought I was going to be sick and my heart was going to jump right out of my chest. It was my worst nightmare come to life. I even contemplated the fact that it could be my husband or my son that was the perp.
It sent me into a complete tail spin. I'm so pissed at myself for freaking out and over reacting that way!
I'm not the one who panics. I'm the one who stays calm and keeps everyone else calm. Thank goodness my T had a cancellation so that I could get in to see her and get calmed down.
I'm happy to report that I have since had a very good talk with my daughter and it sounds like it was not what I thought.
Thankfully she has her own T and will be talking to her tomorrow.
I don't ever want to do that again.

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