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Donna Mae DePola - Guest Speaker Chat ...May 25th 2013 ... for more information please read this!
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The idea of spending a whole day by myself used to scare the crap outta me! It would leave me with nothing but my thoughts and this picture in my head of this unlovable, damaged and unworthy person that was me.
Then as my brain decided there was no hiding all the crud stuck and shoved in the back of my memories, curling up in a ball and hiding alone in a dark room is all I wanted to do! So afraid to let anyone see all the disgusting things that I just KNEW everyone could see playing in my head.
Now as time goes on and the healing gets stronger....
I LOVE SPENDING TIME BY MYSELF!!!
I love thinking of all the things I CAN do and want to do!
NOW.....
That doesn't mean every day is like this but it's definitely getting easier!
Thank you God for showing me the JOY in life! A joy I have truly never known before!!
And a big thank you to Pandy's for giving me a place to be able to speak without feeling like I have to watch what I say!!
Then as my brain decided there was no hiding all the crud stuck and shoved in the back of my memories, curling up in a ball and hiding alone in a dark room is all I wanted to do! So afraid to let anyone see all the disgusting things that I just KNEW everyone could see playing in my head.
Now as time goes on and the healing gets stronger....
I LOVE SPENDING TIME BY MYSELF!!!
I love thinking of all the things I CAN do and want to do!
NOW.....
That doesn't mean every day is like this but it's definitely getting easier!
Thank you God for showing me the JOY in life! A joy I have truly never known before!!
And a big thank you to Pandy's for giving me a place to be able to speak without feeling like I have to watch what I say!!
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