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I don't know if I left you or if you left me. It was just like that summer, where you made me leave you. You were falling from the person I met. I felt like I had always known you and loved you moments after we met. I will always love you, Connor. Always. There is a part of you and a part of me that are bound to each other. I still see you as my soul-mate. But I am coming to find that I have many of them. A year ago, I knew we were no longer meant to be together. I thought I would never feel it again. But I've found it everywhere. I will never forget you, my love, my bestfriend, because I see you in everything.
My bestfriend, my love, I grew up many times faster than you. I don't think you could catch up in one life's time. These letters have been all the things that I wanted to share with you, because I felt only you would understand. In sharing them I found the others. And then I began this journey and I have come to understand things that you will not be able to in your life. I think this may be one of the last letters I leave for you. I need you less and less. I no longer know if I am substituting all of the pieces of the universe for you, or if I had substituted you for them.
I miss you horribly, everyday,
With all of the love in my heart, and all of the pieces of my soul,
I am always yours,