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I wrote this poem about what was going through my head the whole time it was all happening.
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Sitting alone, listening to my own thoughts.
The Rambling continues, becoming louder more clear
The words they take over, it's all I can hear
I wrote this poem about what was going through my head the whole time it was all happening.
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Sitting alone, listening to my own thoughts.
"Why didn't you try, He could've been stopped?"
The Voices, they yell at me to tell me again...."You're alone in this mess; if only you'd fought."
The Rambling continues, becoming louder more clear
"What you did wrong, is you showed him your fears"
The words they take over, it's all I can hear
"If you would've been smarter, you wouldn't be here."[/indent].
Understanding the meaning so clear and precise
Words are so ugly, demeaning and dark
You're not really here, you're in my mind
I'm not listening anymore, stop speaking to me.
Just leave me alone, just let me be.
[i][indent]"Have it your way, we both know...you're better off dead."
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Understanding the meaning so clear and precise
"Just Pick up the blade, just one little slice"
I shake the words growling out of my head"You mideaswell do it, you're better off dead"
Words are so ugly, demeaning and dark
"You don't deserve to survive this...Now go make your mark"
Shutting them out proves an impossible feat"Go into the tub and go have a seat"
You're not really here, you're in my mind
"Then why are you listening? The truth you will find."
He's driving me crazy to see how much I take"Mideaswell do it, he'll drown you in the lake"
I'm not listening anymore, stop speaking to me.
"If I didn't speak to you, how alone would you be?"
I'll survive on my own, no help needed from you."There's so much more he intends to put you through"
Just leave me alone, just let me be.
"Just one little slice, and you will be free."
Stop talking to me, I'm staying alive instead.[i][indent]"Have it your way, we both know...you're better off dead."
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