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"On Your Knees" they loudly direct
my tears and expression; easy to detect.
body shoved hard to the floor I kneel
Unable to stomach taht this is for real.
Head pushed under water, so cold I scream,
They're going to kill me; as that's what it seems.
Pulled back from the water and told to obey
Other words are jumbled, I scream "I'll Obey".
My head now pushed under, not the words that he wants, lifted back out and given ten counts.
I scream "I'll Obey" with tears stinging cold
It is whispered in my ear intent to be sold.
Pushed aside so my hips rest on the tub
taking my first assailant...many more yet to come.
Fighting and kicking and pleading to stop
Head pushed in randomly then brought to the top.
There's no feeling to know you'll be drowned to your death
Knowing what is happening....
During your last breath.