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All the things he did to me keep running through my head. I figured I'd compile a list rather than tell the story because I'm obviously not ready for that...and as I told my Therapist yesterday....I don't think he's ready for it either. Even if I ever got the courage to tell what happened...what would it benefit? It's not like I can put the story into factual chronological order. The fact that it's so pieced together only makes it sound like I made it up. Nobody would believe this happened to ONE person. I have a hard time believing it, but it did. This is only the list of what I remember. God help me if anything else comes back.
threaten my life
tied in bondage
shared me with friends
display private & public
forced me to perform (dancing, masturbate)
Water Boarding & Dry-Drowning (Not the same thing)
Bathtub of ice water
made profit to pay for HIS college
Choked and Beaten with Belt
Threaten to hang, burn, drown, freeze, starve
Option of suicide
Now I'm going to go throw up.
I didn't expect this list to be this large.