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Well, today is Easter, and it's My holiday to host for my family. Since my mother passed, each of us girls take a holiday and host it to keep the fmaily tight. Well, since I went off on my rampage in October, I have barely spoken to any of my 3 sisters.
Easter is my Holiday to host. Even though they all let me know way back in January they would not be able to come...for all various reasons....all on the same day....all via email (like I'm not supposed to connect them together? ) So, I had an empty house for Easter this year. Just me and my babies & hubby. It was nice please don't get me wrong. I loved having the special holiday with my family.
Later in the evening, it all started getting to me though. Am I really that much of a black sheep in my family that they cannot even call me to say Happy Easter? Sure, I could've called them...but I hate the phone and they know that. They also know I won't pick up to call ever, but if they do call, I answer every time. Sounds childish I know, but I seriously do despise the telephone for some reason unknown.
It jsut really hurt me. My family. My kids & my husband & me are still here. Can you seriously not be able to stand me to wish me a happy easter at least?
I'm stopping now, because I'm starting to type with emotion, and my writing barely makes sense when I do that....(thoughts tend to move much more quickly than fingers).
have a wonderful evening everyone & happy Easter.
- Seanna
Easter is my Holiday to host. Even though they all let me know way back in January they would not be able to come...for all various reasons....all on the same day....all via email (like I'm not supposed to connect them together? ) So, I had an empty house for Easter this year. Just me and my babies & hubby. It was nice please don't get me wrong. I loved having the special holiday with my family.
Later in the evening, it all started getting to me though. Am I really that much of a black sheep in my family that they cannot even call me to say Happy Easter? Sure, I could've called them...but I hate the phone and they know that. They also know I won't pick up to call ever, but if they do call, I answer every time. Sounds childish I know, but I seriously do despise the telephone for some reason unknown.
It jsut really hurt me. My family. My kids & my husband & me are still here. Can you seriously not be able to stand me to wish me a happy easter at least?
I'm stopping now, because I'm starting to type with emotion, and my writing barely makes sense when I do that....(thoughts tend to move much more quickly than fingers).
have a wonderful evening everyone & happy Easter.
- Seanna
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