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venting

21 April 2011
Posted by mtma19  
words can never express the emptiness i have in my heart. my soul feels like it has been snatched from my core being. i dnt know who i am i dnt know why im here. ive gotten to the point where i dnt mentally emotionally or physically thts i can continue to care for ava. wat good am i to her?????? im absoutely no use for them.

i dnt know how much...
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Daddy Why me?

07 April 2011
Posted by mtma19  
:bawling: :bawling: I woke up in the middle of the night cring. I tossed and turned all night I have bad dreams horrible nightmares. all night I had body memories how to make me get sick. I just wanted to rest. all I wanted to do you sleep. why did you do this to me. why is it that I continue to blame myself over and over and over again? why me...
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I loved life so much more than I do now! He took that from from me and that's not OK. I realized now that I am OK. I 'm the solider that he will never be!He won't win my battle because as far as I am concerned he won't ever!

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Razor Sharks!

03 March 2011
Posted by mtma19  
So going to a Razor Sharks game tonight! I don't even know what it is I just know it's some kind of basketball game. So hopefully I will have a good time seeing as to how I haven't slept in 27 hours and counting! I should probably look up the site of Razor Sharks so I at least know who I am cheering for lol! Maybe I will...
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ZZZZzzzz,s..... are nice

26 February 2011
Posted by mtma19  
I started the chat yesterday and I went in a little sad and came out smiling. I didn't think it would be that way. I slept great last night. Full 6 hours and that's good for me considering I don't sleep well if at all at night. I'm proud that I was able to talk about thins I never really talk about. Thank you my Pandy...
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I've been a bit sad these past couple of days. I'm not exactly sure why. My mind is under a lot of pressure. I haven't told any of my family that I have been feeling like this yet. I'm not sure I plan too. Just a lot going on in my head and I don't think that I should have gone off of my medication. It helps me from feeling...
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New day same feeling!

22 February 2011
Posted by mtma19  
I've been a little sad ever since yesterday evening. I have an idea why but I'm trying to change it so that way I'm a pleasure to be around. No one wants to be with any one who is miserable. I stared a journal today. I thought maybe to help the way that I have been feeling lately I could find a quote online about my situation then...
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uuuggghhh!

20 February 2011
Posted by mtma19  
I am so annoyed right now. I don't know why. I just want to ne alone is that to much to ask for?

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Life For me!

20 February 2011
Posted by mtma19  
Everyone has their up and down days! This is certainly not a good day! I'm just tired and need some me time! I don't think I will get that at the moment though! I'm always needed for something. It's nice to feel needed but at the same time if your not healthy and feeling down how on earth can you possibly help...
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Millionaires WHY?

19 February 2011
Posted by mtma19  
I wonder why there are so many homeless and hungry families when we have millions of dollars flowing around??? These celebrities (humans) have millions of dollars and yet the goverment says theres not enough funding for this or for that. Theres absoulty NO EXCUSE for the over half the world to be in poverty. I'm not saying that the people who...
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