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fustrated with myself

Posted by britt124brat , 23 October 2013 · 126 views

I hate the way I feel...I'm always in a bad mood...its rare I'm happy...I have no desire to do anything anymore..I barley get out of bed...there are the rare times I'm happy for a Brief moment but it seems to be fading more and more...I no longer feel pleasure sexually at all...I tried it once since my last entry and was stupid and nvr told him about my triggers as usaull because I'm affraid I'm going to kill our sex life more then I already have...I need to start fighting for myself and try more but I feel ashamed and embarrassed..I need to let my guard down and its so hard..Idn what to do besides to keep trying.

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