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trapped

06 May 2013
Posted by britt124brat  
I feel like I'm drowning under water...my relationship as of the moment is crumbling...I habe so much pain and anger inside of me....I can't take it anymore...I cancelled my first therapy appointment....no longer have the strength to go....I had it for a while....I knew I shoulda tried to fine a therapist sooner....I knew two months was to...
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its been a while.

02 May 2013
Posted by britt124brat  
It's been a long week. Sorting through my health issues and a few busy good days between...I go to a therapist for the first time to talk about my abuse. I hope I have the courage to eventually open up....its killing me inside I need to sort through everything. I have so much to get off my chest and I am nervous...I don't have it in me to...
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scarred

25 April 2013
Posted by britt124brat  
It's been a while since I've been on here...I found out from the Dr I have this weird polycystic overt disorder thing...due to this it'll be harder for me to concieve and keep the pregnancy going. Also it can make me infertile and causes me to gain weight and makes it really hard to throw off along with cysts keep growing all over my...
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confused :/

10 April 2013
Posted by britt124brat  
Me and my BfS relationship has been shakey for a while on and off....we love eachother to death but Idn if love is enough..we barley do anything sexually and non sexually..I get that he works 40 hours a week but when he's home we don't do anything...he usaully played a video game of is on the computer..his communication skills suck when I...
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Life is great today!

08 April 2013
Posted by britt124brat  
Today I feel great. I'm happy, content, snuggling on the couch with my dogs watching TV. I have no worry in the world today and I love it! Just figured I'd post this to remind myself that life isn't always bad. :)/>

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torn sexually

06 April 2013
Posted by britt124brat  
I don't get it...I just made a post about my sex life.....long story short my bf and i have been together for 7 years....I'm a sex addict..I think about sex a lot and want sex 3-4 times a day...latley me and my boyfriend only have sex once or twice a month...I need it more then that....Over half the time I'm not even horny or aroused...
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easters almost here.

30 March 2013
Posted by britt124brat  
I feel pretty good so far today...Easter is on its way tomorrow...Going to my boyfriends families then coloring eggs with a couple friends at my house and making desserts early for my dinner Monday with my friends...I love hosting Easter and thanksgiving celebrations at my house. There's nothing better than friends and family on the holidays....
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fustrated

29 March 2013
Posted by britt124brat  
I finally got the courage to make a therapist appointment and they can't even get me in untill May! I'm not gonna still have the courage to go by then and the other t's never got back to me. I just want help is it to hard to ask to see somebody sometime soon. :angry:/> I NEED HELP!!

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still strong..for now.

28 March 2013
Posted by britt124brat  
Hopefully tomorrow I will get a call and have my first therapy session soon....I'm so nervous but sooo happy I finally will get the help I need...I'm sick of feeling down all the time....I don't even know where to start lol...watching the apparition then bed.

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finally trying.

26 March 2013
Posted by britt124brat  
I'm finally 100% decided on seeing a therapist or psychologist....problem is I've made a Few calls and the people I've looked into and really want to see dont accept my insurance..a lot of people of my insurance are men and I don't feel comfortable seeing a man...I'm hoping that the two people I left a voicemail with are going...
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