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Dont know what to think

29 October 2012
Posted by niki 
My rapist committed suicide almost a year ago now. I've really been missing him lately. I know I shouldn't and I hate myself for it but i miss the way he made me smile. I miss falling asleep next to him and feeling safe. I miss the old him...the him before the rape. I dont know what to do and I dont know what to think about these feelings I having right now.

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2 Comments On This Entry

Mine committed suicide, too. I'm not sure how I feel about it. Sorry you are so confused. :confused:
masa123, 30 October 2012 - 08:22 AM
Sorry to hear that. There are days when Im glad he is gone and can no longer hurt me but then others when I feel selfish for ever thinking that and wish her were still alive. It is so confusing!
niki, 30 October 2012 - 10:22 PM
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