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no voice

Posted by tjmom726 , 10 April 2011 · 62 views

for many years i had no voice. I didn't matter in the world. i am there again. 8 people against me. including my husband. They all want to move to another state. I don't want to go. I don't have a say. If I fight, I lose because i am known as the selfish one. if I don't fight, I lose myself.

I have a life here. I have a beautiful home. I have no family, but my friends are my family. I feel like my world is falling apart. I feel i don't matter and i have no say in life. I also feel not worth continuing. I found a counselor who I trust . I found friends who I matter to. Now, I am going to be pulled away and moved thousands of miles away so my husband's family can run from their grief and from their problems. I don't know what to do....

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