To tell or not to tell?
For the past few weeks, my head is filled with chatter. I always thought it was because flashbacks were strong and I was weak. I thought the little ones or big ones wanted to help. Instead, I discovered the little one wants out to be with my new friend. She thinks she is perfect for us. She wants to be held by this new friend.
I don't want to disappoint my little one, but I don't know how to bring it up to this new friend who knows I was once multiple. I hadn't switched in many years. It was all buried. until now. I try to warm the new friend to me and she is honest in saying she is not cuddly. She has two little daughters of her own and a big daughter too. She is cuddly with them. She won't be cuddly with me. But my little one drives me crazy with the feeling..I have hinted that I wanted to talk to her, but she dismisses it. She is busy. She is human. My heart is too big. What do i do?