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I think I found it

16 July 2012
Posted by voice*~*  
I have been gone from Pandy's for around 7 months now. While I was gone I have started to find myself and freedom. I just stopped in to check on old friends. I am not sure if I will be back or not, because I think in my healing I have out grown Pandy's. Pandy's was a start for me and it gave me so much, but I don't think I need it...
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It's been a while

19 November 2011
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I haven’t been on in a while. There were some family problems that had to be worked out. Besides that there isn’t much new to say. I am starting an autobiography/SA help book I guess you could call it. It is going to have my story and other aspects of my life, but it is going to focus more on the healing process and the emotional bondage victims’...
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It's been a while

19 November 2011
Posted by voice*~*  
I haven’t been on in a while. There were some family problems that had to be worked out. Besides that there isn’t much new to say. I am starting an autobiography/SA help book I guess you could call it. It is going to have my story and other aspects of my life, but it is going to focus more on the healing process and the emotional bondage victims’...
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Yesterday had my first appointment at the ob/gyn. I needed to go to get a blood test to find out if I have high testosterone or something that is basically causing me to go through menopause at the age of 17. Terrified is an understatement to what I was. My last Dr.’s appointment at the pediatrician didn’t go all too well and it through me for a...
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Some days are still hard, but I am really working on making my life what I want it to be. I am even going to go to the Dr.'s; I hate being touched so I have been avoiding it for years. I am going to see if my female problems can be fixed so I will have a chance at having kids one day. Things are getting better; I just have to take one step at...
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Life Changing Book

04 August 2011
Posted by voice*~*  
I just finished reading "Redemption," Stacey Lannert's biography. It is by far the most life changing book I have ever read. If you do not know who she is take a second to google her. She was 18 when she killed her father after he had been raping her for a decade.

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[TRIGGER]

***http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5MCrZyKA1E0***


This was something I put together to help not just myself go through the emotions, but everyone else as well.

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I found out today that my cousin has been diagnosed with cervical cancer. She doesn't know the stage it's in yet, but she knows that it's passed stage one. She goes for a biopsy the 15th. She told me it was pretty bad...

My cousin was abused like I was. I can talk to her more than I can with any one else in my family. She is the one...
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Today was my last day of school. It was my last day of having an emotional safety net for the next two months. And so the journey begins. I must take these two months and change myself into the woman I want to be. I have so much to do in so little time. I know the healing that must occur form the CSA will take longer than the summer, and I know my...
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I don’t know right now where I stand with love and companionship. The most amazing guy I have ever known, who loves me and accepts me, who knows what happened to me wants to be with me and I just don’t feel ‘it.’ Speaking of which what the hell is ‘it.’ I was the one that initiated our relationship because I wanted to be with him; then the...
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