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When it ends

Posted by bj_bear , in WTF 21 June 2012 · 139 views

I keep wondering when it ends.

When will I stop...crying, hurting, longing to be normal and just BE normal?

My life right now is becoming unmanageable - I cannot see a way out of this.
I want to hope and every once in awhile I do hope. But, most days are a nightmare. I couldn't even say why. I'm not reliving my past pain - I am pain. I just ache, physically, emotionally and mentally. I'm depressed yes, I'm anxious yes, I'm frightened yes. But why and what is causing all of it? What is the answer here? When will it end?

This sounds so familiar - dare I say you, or we, are not alone?

I don't know if that will help, I hope it does.


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