When it ends
When will I stop...crying, hurting, longing to be normal and just BE normal?
My life right now is becoming unmanageable - I cannot see a way out of this.
I want to hope and every once in awhile I do hope. But, most days are a nightmare. I couldn't even say why. I'm not reliving my past pain - I am pain. I just ache, physically, emotionally and mentally. I'm depressed yes, I'm anxious yes, I'm frightened yes. But why and what is causing all of it? What is the answer here? When will it end?